Transition...

When was it?
Do you remember?
The specific date? The specific moment?
I need to know.

When did my old, good, uniform life turn to this chaotic mess?
When did my Indian and Chinese brothers turned their backs on me?
When did money became an issue to me?
When did "ABC" became my D?
When?

Do you remember me when I was a spirit of a cub?
Do you remember last year how I got this wristband?
Do you remember how me and her were inseparable as friends?
Do you remember we have be hating each other because of love since last winter?
Do you?

Please, the specific date when all I could think about is sex?
Please, the specific moment of me wanting to deflower her in Bio class?
Please, the specific date when all my love is gone?
Please, the specific moment when I held a grudge against my parents?
Give me these information, it is dry -ice.

I need to know why I change.
I need to know why I am rejected.
I need to know why I can't be with you.
I need to know why am I here.