Life's a Dream?

How do we know?
How?
When we achieved our dreams?

Isn't dreams immoral?
Then we will never get them right?

When we get our dream girl?
No, cause we will have a dream for them?

When we have our dream job?
No, cause we will have a goal for it?

Why is life so unable to be achieved?
It's sad?
or
It's happy?

I want you. Period.

I'm drunk, but it's only because I love you.

Why are you even with him?
You deserve so much better than him.
Just like the flower who deserves better than the bee.

The bee just works hard,
but he doesn't have any real feeling for the flower.
The beautiful graceful flower.

I should have said something to the flower.
Because I had feelings for the flower since I first saw her
2 years ago.

Haha. I was hitting on you the first time
I said hi to you.

You are so smart
and
beautiful at the same time
since I first saw you.

You had flaws,
no doubt,
but it made you beautiful.
I don't think I've met a girl like that
before.

Yes, I'm angry.
Why aren't you talking?
Is it because of him?
A sloppy second?

You deserve so much better.
Just saying.
You are my literally star.

Please do come here.

2011: To Rut or Not To Rut?

Yes, it's a New Year.

A decade has passed,
another begins.

Although it's a new beginning,
why the Rut?

A Rut begins when
the settling and honeymoon end,
a new period of life begins.

A Rut ends when
the new anticipated period begins,
a dream ends.

Sounds good?
Sounds horrible?
Possibly both.

It's nice and worrying at the same time.

In a Rut,
We are in control.
We are living our life.
We are following God's plan.

We know what we are going to do,
We know what is need to be done,
and
We get it done,
We do it all over again.

We excel in life.
We master our destiny.

Scratching the floor,
our minds wondered.

Wondered the 'if's.
Wondered the past lovers.

True love does lies in past lovers.
If it comes back to you,
it is true.

Perfectly lonely.
But never wanting to commit.
Just being in the idea is content.
But selfish.
Perfectly lonely.

After love,
our mind goes to others.

We then realize,
we can never be in Rut.

The possibility is vast.
The world is my oyster.

2011, let's make the best out of it. :)